Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Sick of feeling like this...

So my headaches are back....back with avenges. I have had a headache every day now for over a week. The day I woke up to leave Disneyland I had one...a migraine. Well I am not entirely sure if its a migraine per say but I have symptoms that are common with them but last year while at my primary care doc he said maybe they weren't. But then after the same type of reoccuring headaches popped up again after 6 months he started to come around to believe that they actually were not just some simple headache. As I sit here and type it hurts. It sucks to try and like concentrate on anything. When I try to work on my budget and I think about money yep pain seems to increase and I can't even think properly.
I wake up in the middle of the night with shooting pain, aching, throbbing pain in my head on my head around my head. Sometimes my eyes are a little glossy/fuzzy. Noise bugs me can't even listen to the alarm go off in the morning. Sounds kind of like when or if you ever had a hang over & its like 10x's louder then it really is.
Anyway its so sickening feeling like this. Yea and the feeling of nausea thats fun too. When I left work last. I actually did leave throwing up.
I'm sure my coworkers are upset with me. We don't have that many people that work where I do. Makes it hard on everyone else if I am not there. Its seriously not on purpose I stay home. Its just I can't get up in the morning when I am feeling like this. I can't bring myself to drive...conventrating on driving takes so much pain.
My husband is upset with me too. By the time the evening 6/7pm comes around I am usually feeling better like I will be able to go to work the next day. Then it seems like to never fail. I am right back where I started the day before. Feeling like someone is basicly hammering my head. Intense crushing sensations around parts of my skull....Fun huh?
Well I think I am done writing for now. The typing and thinking of what I am going to try and say is getting me feeling worse then I already am. Another set of pills taken and off to lay in bed to try and deal with my pain again.