Well Doc says:

Take more medications. Just what I thought...but at this point I am just about willing to try anything. My husband is sick of me saying I don't feel. Plus I so sick of not being able to say I am going to work. He has been patient over the 2 years. Yes the doc said today its beenjust about 2 years we've been dealing with these headaches/migraine issues. So I went and filled my 2 new prescriptions and have an appointment with the Neurologist for Thursday. We'll have to see what she has to say. I am sure it might not be so good.
Anyway I am off to bed. I am at about a 4/5 headache right now...noise is starting to bother me.

Sick of feeling like this...

So my headaches are back....back with avenges. I have had a headache every day now for over a week. The day I woke up to leave Disneyland I had one...a migraine. Well I am not entirely sure if its a migraine per say but I have symptoms that are common with them but last year while at my primary care doc he said maybe they weren't. But then after the same type of reoccuring headaches popped up again after 6 months he started to come around to believe that they actually were not just some simple headache. As I sit here and type it hurts. It sucks to try and like concentrate on anything. When I try to work on my budget and I think about money yep pain seems to increase and I can't even think properly.
I wake up in the middle of the night with shooting pain, aching, throbbing pain in my head on my head around my head. Sometimes my eyes are a little glossy/fuzzy. Noise bugs me can't even listen to the alarm go off in the morning. Sounds kind of like when or if you ever had a hang over & its like 10x's louder then it really is.
Anyway its so sickening feeling like this. Yea and the feeling of nausea thats fun too. When I left work last. I actually did leave throwing up.
I'm sure my coworkers are upset with me. We don't have that many people that work where I do. Makes it hard on everyone else if I am not there. Its seriously not on purpose I stay home. Its just I can't get up in the morning when I am feeling like this. I can't bring myself to drive...conventrating on driving takes so much pain.
My husband is upset with me too. By the time the evening 6/7pm comes around I am usually feeling better like I will be able to go to work the next day. Then it seems like to never fail. I am right back where I started the day before. Feeling like someone is basicly hammering my head. Intense crushing sensations around parts of my skull....Fun huh?
Well I think I am done writing for now. The typing and thinking of what I am going to try and say is getting me feeling worse then I already am. Another set of pills taken and off to lay in bed to try and deal with my pain again.

More Disneyland...How Cute are my Nieces?

So these are a few of the pictures I got of my nieces from the Lilo & Stitch character breakfast we went to on Presidents day. Wow I love the 3 day weekends. What a wonderful time for a Disneyland trip to visit with the family.

Stitch is cute

Disneyland is such a great place. Besides all the crowds, but even those people are fun to watch. The children are crazy though. The level of spoiledness rises as you run through those front gates. But the same is true for adults too. There are just as many items that an adult can spend mass amounts of cash on. I had a wonderful time this weekend in Disneyland. Not so much CA Adventure. They were rude and unpleasant ah just like Califorinas hahahah I get it. Anyway it was ashame I wasn't able to see all my So Cal friends but oh well maybe next time. Any ho thats it for now. Hope you like the picture of my hubby & I with Stitch...hes the best character ever!

My newest thing :)

SO I just learned about this wonderful organzation that helps teachers fund their needs for the classroom or something that may make their students life better. You can be a part of it. You can donate to a certain need for as little as $25. SO take a look at the site and help out some school children excel in life.

New Year

Hmm where to start. I guess because its the end of one year and the NEW begining of another it allows me to reflect on all that I have achieved. Gives me a prespective of all that I have done. All the new people/friends I have met.
Life is so great at times. I feel so extremely blessed I can't contain myself. I have to just tell the whole world....doubt the whole world reads my blog but I must try.

So I've had a fabulous year. There of course has been some rough spots....I mean there have been things that have happened to my family and to some of my friends that aren't the greatest...but their still alive & kicking. I though haven't had any serious issues, problems, or conflicts. I know just hate me NOW.
I can't help but shout my happiness of being alive on the roof tops. I mean I am so greatful to be alive. I told my husband if I died in the plane ride home I would have no regrets. Sure there are places I want to go, people I'd like'd like to meet, but you know not everyone can do everything.

-Lets see I went to Disneyland 3 times in 2006. Its the happiest place on earth you know. While I am down there I get to see my friends in the area who have either moved away and those new friends I have been lucky enough to meet.
-I went to HAWAII...one of the places I had desired to go to ever since I could remember. Heck yeah it was worth it. I can't wait to go back & spend some more time on the beach swimming with my honey. Now I understand why people like to go there on their honeymoons its sort of magical, or so it seems to be.
***I had my 10th Anniversary & with it I had a wonderful party where I got to be Princess for a day/night. My party was just so fun, I had people from all over come to be with us.
-For Thanksgiving my husband & I took off for the week to be with his Mom in AZ. (Again blessed to have that time off, although it was because of my dang migraines but then again my mom gave me samples of medication that helped to stop them)
-Christmas was wonderful we didn't go anywhere but we spent time with our family. More precious than anything in the world I think. Family & friends the best things in the whole wide world in my opinion!
-For New Years this year we are down in Pasadena celebrating with some good friends we've made over the year. So fitting I beleive.
My month of Dec was so busy it seemed like I could hardly take a breath, there to blessed. Blessed enough to be busy with friends and family. To be lucky enough to have a husband who knows what I truely love ***HOCKEY*** & to get me season tickets to so I can go to every home game.
So heres to a new year. I hope that all of you who read this will recieve many blessings in the coming year.
Wow life is a wonderful ride!